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Monday, March 12th, 2007
10:41 am
did 3.5 miles
at ~33 miles for march/didn't work out yesterday really

need to STOP waking up and eating bad food that is lying around! no more nibbles

wednesday i'm binging...im nervous and excited oh noes!
Saturday, March 10th, 2007
2:27 pm
did my first 10k! in 61:20
5k in 28:23

at ~29.5 miles for march
Thursday, March 8th, 2007
8:37 pm
did a mile outside and quit, then did 2 miles

so i'm at 23.5
Tuesday, March 6th, 2007
5:59 pm
this level of soreness is painful
2.5 miles today to put me at 20.5 miles for march

tomorrow i'm restin, then again on saturday because i think ima donate blooood
Monday, March 5th, 2007
6:45 pm
went about 50 minutes on my jog so i'm going to say 4.5 miles since i go slow

at 18 miles for march...going to do some strength training on my upper body tonight and maybe take tomorrow off
Sunday, March 4th, 2007
6:24 pm
i woke up in the middle of the night and ate like 600 calories worth of absolute shit food
but if my hunger was enough to wake me at 3am, then i don't feel bad
plus i didnt eat much this week at all

AND
today i ran outside for a FULL HOUR which is something to be very proud of!

at 13.5 miles for March so far :)
Wednesday, February 28th, 2007
9:41 pm
i realized today that i'm actually quite fit, but my skin is really saggy
i know if i give it a few months it will be fine, since i'm not even 17, but it is still annoying
and probably why i look like i weigh in the 140's when i'm almost in the 120's

while doing cat/cow yoga i realized my stomach isn't bad off, there is just a TON of loose skin since I've lost like 8-10 inches off it
under my arms...i can see such muscle definition but then this odd layer of loose skin with old stretch marks
thighs...was kicking the level to flush the toilet when i noticed an awesome amount of muscle but then next to it on the inner thigh was lots of saggy skin
my boobs are just pathetic. going from a D to a B killed them, RIP cuties
Sunday, February 25th, 2007
9:45 pm
back on track until spring break! only two weeks, so it won't be too hard...then over spring break i'm binging one day and being super-lax on st pattys day
goals:
-eat healthy (protein, fruits, veggies!)
-keep up with some sort of physical activity daily (walking, jogging or biking)
-strength train at least once a week (saturday)
- weigh on sundays
- allow sugar free sweets only, foods that are savory but made with some sugar are okay
- allow ONE dessert on sunday IF i accomplish all else during the week
- no coffee or soda, tea okay
8:18 pm
5:41 pm
i've been eating a lot of crap lately
i haven't lost weight in so long i've lost all hope and motivation
so i kill myself cutting calories and then no weight loss. spring break i'm going to be loosey goosey, then hit it hard for 9-weeks until summer

ive been pretty lenient lately, like this is my 3rd week
i love sweets :(
had 1/2 a take5 bar, little butter finger heart last night...bites of ice cream, bite of cake
Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
6:05 pm
i binged today
and hate myself
and feel physical pain
and emotional

i want to die so much
7:00 am
breakfast:
bite of ice cream
thin mint
mini cannoli
russel stover maple egg
Monday, February 19th, 2007
2:02 pm
2 egg whites with mustard and little yolk left in there(60)
1/2c 1% milk (50)
brussels sprouts (40)
lean pocket egg and cheese (150)

nutella on double fiber toast (140)
arugula with balsamic and mustard (50)
grapefruit (100)

brown rice, veggie, chicken stir fry (400)
popcorn (100)
1/2c 1% milk with cocoa (80)
few bites sandwich (40)

tomorrow is going to be so bad aye yi

today i walked for about 40 minutes, biked for 20
Sunday, February 18th, 2007
11:10 am
tortillas, egg whites, salsa, queso fresco, peppers (200)
1 walnut, graspful of kashi, some fatfree chips (100)
7:44 am
friday and saturday didn't eat enough at ALL so i hope i havent fucked my metab
going to eat freely (enough) today and tomorrow to make up for it, and maybe use walking to work out

friday walked for 30ish minutes
saturday walked for like 2 hours

felt sick on saturday so didn't force food even though awesome food was offered to me
Friday, February 16th, 2007
6:23 pm
oh man a cadburry egg in my mouth please

i had girl scout cookies (1 somoa, 1 cafe) but only 700 calories, going out to sushi right now...walked for about 30 minutes
Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
5:30 pm
today i saved 100 calories and had a fun sized milky way and a mini bar of health by chocolate- the milky way was amazing!
i walked for 45 minutes, didn't walk yesterday because i had a facial

i think i'm going to the gym friday unless i plan to go out, which means i wouldn't work out at all...tough decision
saturday i know i'll be able to walk during the day but not be able to go to the gym
social life vs diet!

HAPPY VALENTINES!
if anyone reads this- tell me about how you celebrated :)
Sunday, February 11th, 2007
12:09 pm
even though i never get to eat what i want i still am fat

i'm so fucking sick of this
sick of weighing 135
sick of not eating what i want
sick of dreading have to work out

i REALLy want to just lock myself up and eat
Thursday, February 8th, 2007
4:22 pm
had spinach with turkey and edamame for breakfast, sandwich with carrots and an orange for lunch

mom bought fat free chips that are 75 calories for 20 chips...had 40 calories worth and felt like i was living it up, had some spinach salad and sandwich with it

turkey burgers for dinner again, with white wheat buns and mixed steamed veggies...

i think i'm doing yoga fusion tonight, if not, more walking i suppose
Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
9:10 pm
revamp diet to avoid insanity

i had 2 girl scout cookies: 1 sugar free brownie, 1 do-si-do peanut butter creme
for 90 calories, it was an awesome dessert. i know the calories are worthless, but i ate all my other calories in the most optimal way

had one of my favorite dinners:
Salmon (5.5 oz all to myself)
baby spinach salad (with low-cal italian that was actually amazing)
rice pilaf (orzo reminds me of skin, but it was really good when i used it to garnish my salad)
and then some pariseinne carrots with allspice

ran for 15 minutes, got bored, walked for another 25+helped deliver girl scout cookies for about 20 minutes
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